"Yes, Mello. I came here to tell you you were a big old failure..." he was ready to head for the door. It was too easy to put people out of his life, and if Mello didn't need or want to be in it, he really didn't want or need anyone else.
"I don't think you need me- but I know what you ... or are going to ask me to do for you, and I'll do it- even if I'm mad at you, I'll do it. I'll always help you, Mello. Even if you think you can do it without me. So don't you see? I just want something that isn't.. this. Something for once that doesn't revolve around that idiot, or that idiot book. And gods, and kids that want to be god. It's our world, and our life. I can't escape it any more than you can- but damn if I don't try."
The last thing he'd want to do is fail his only family. That's what he was, he was family. Everything more than and nothing less than, for that matter.
"Put your faith in me just this once. Don't come with me, but... if you want to- then, I'll be around." How did that sound? He didn't want to fight. He wanted to beg him to come with him, that it was five months too long without him. The world could fuck off.
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Date: 2010-12-14 08:16 am (UTC)"Yes, Mello. I came here to tell you you were a big old failure..." he was ready to head for the door. It was too easy to put people out of his life, and if Mello didn't need or want to be in it, he really didn't want or need anyone else.
"I don't think you need me- but I know what you ... or are going to ask me to do for you, and I'll do it- even if I'm mad at you, I'll do it. I'll always help you, Mello. Even if you think you can do it without me. So don't you see? I just want something that isn't.. this. Something for once that doesn't revolve around that idiot, or that idiot book. And gods, and kids that want to be god. It's our world, and our life. I can't escape it any more than you can- but damn if I don't try."
The last thing he'd want to do is fail his only family. That's what he was, he was family. Everything more than and nothing less than, for that matter.
"Put your faith in me just this once. Don't come with me, but... if you want to- then, I'll be around." How did that sound? He didn't want to fight. He wanted to beg him to come with him, that it was five months too long without him. The world could fuck off.